But it is on vegetables and I am still under 700 calories for the day so I don't feel bad about it. [Despite the fact that I feel SUPER FULL right now which is very abnormal for anyone like me]
Moving on! Matt gave me access to his computer again so I am infinitely happier than I was yesterday. Matt also was super cute earlier today so I love him again. How funny is that?
I am super excited about date/binge night tomorrow! I am going to drink at least 6 jugs of water during the day so I won't be able to put much into my stomach tomorrow night. I will binge and purge tomorrow since it is the one day I am allowed to but it's do much more than that. It's the one night I am allowed to have a good night and get drunk with my husband. AND I FUCKING INTEND TO BE HAPPY FOR ONE FUCKING NIGHT GOD DAMN IT!
I refuse to allow this disease to take away the one good night I get a week. I call it cheat night and it will be. I will try to eat something that will be easy to come back up though just so I wont feel like a total failure. :] I really don't even know what we will be doing tomorrow but hopefully it can be something fun. Or romantic. <3 p="">
Much love to you all! Think Skinny!
Miss Sinister
This is about me and my life. It is my journey through time and space and about personal discovery. This will be triggering and hard to read, you have been warned.
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