Anyhow I need to quit forgetting to take my multivitamin. It's so scary to not provide your body the vitamins it needs to survive, it is what causes all the problems from starving ourselves. So if you don't take one start right now. They save lives!
I eventually need to start taking different kinds of vitamins so my metabolism keeps cranking along at a steady speed, I guess I can put that on the list of crap I need to buy. [Insert long exasperated sigh here.] I am broke! And I'm totally out of shampoo and conditioner! And almost out of body wash! And face wash! Gah someone give me money I'm broke as hell! :(
The good need is I ran off about 100 calories during my run and another 100 on the eliptical this morning so my 320 calorie breakfast should be mostly gone.
Matt and I went out for sushi last night as date night and I made the mistake of trying to talk to him about my insecurities and he was a total twat. I can't handle is drama anymore. I was trying to talk about me and he turned it into how he can't win since I'm never happy. Why is everything in his life about him? I was trying to tell him about how positive things are and why I'm so thankful for him and that it isn't his fault that I'm so unhappy it's just my head playing mind games with me. I guess at the end of it all he doesn't care enough to listen.
So I went upstairs and purged and got as much of it out as I could. I'm rather amazed I've lost any weight though. it seems super weird that I ate more than normal and lost weight. I guess that's why eating sporadically through the day and never eating the same amount of food helps keep your metabolism working. It's all about surprising your body! :D
The best news is I started a motivation wall in my bathroom. I'm going to write myself notes to keep myself motivated. I feel like it will help out tons.
Skinny thoughts lovelies!
Miss Sinister
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