143.5

I am ashamed to admit that I ate garlic bread and meatballs in a marinara sauce last night and now it is showing on my scale. I wasn't even really hungry I just got drunk while trying to seduce my husband and then made a really shitty decision. I am going to try to do five miles today and hopefully if I avoid eating more than 200 calories I can at least get down to 143 again by tomorrow.

There is some good news that came from yesterday. I finished my motivation poster! And I love it! It is right above my scale so I know it it will be something I always look at. I highly recommend making one since they really do help!

I did get to have sex last night and we played a new card game that I made up that was pretty fun. It didn't exactly end well though since anal is so not my thing. I get why Matt likes it but seriously it's not fun at all. It was painful and unpleasant. honestly it reminded me of getting raped and I am not going to be doing it again anytime soon.

Matt wants his computer back now so I have to get going.

Much love,

Miss Sinister