READ ME FIRST

Dear Readers,

I know and acknowledge that I have a eating disorder, I do not condone others in following me down this path. It's not easy and if you stumbled across this blog in an attempt to 'catch' Anorexia or Bulimia get off my freaking blog. I am not here to tell you how to live your life I am not going to tell you what to do to make yourself skinnier, this is only me writing down my journey.

If you have an eating disorder I urge you to get help before you die. I have gone through both recovery and a relapse, I understand the dangers of living the way I do. I just can't stop. The main reason I am doing this is for my sanity I like the control of it. I like knowing I am beautiful inside and out. However if I hit a number below 105 I will stop. If I become happy with my body before I hit 105 I will stop. I don't want to be someone's idea of perfect. I want to be perfect for me.

This will have triggering content. This will be hard to read. I beg you turn back now.

I started at 196 pounds and I'm losing weight everyday. My posts usually show my newest numbers if you want to see how much I've lost look there.

While I wish you luck on your journey I also hope you give up before you die. I pray you will be able to get help. I know what it is like to want desperately to change who you are and what you look like, I understand the struggle, so whatever you chose I can only hope you do it safely.

Much love,

Miss Sinister