Saturday, March 1, 2014

Still at 148.5, but I have news!

I ate two candy bars this morning. FUCKING TWO!

Don't even ask what is wrong with me I do not know. I went for a walk/jog with the hubby today though and he is talking about hitting up the gym together and we even bought some adjustable weights! So I am excited that he is jumping on the healthy train too!

Even though I am excited that we are going to be working out together and eating better I find myself worried that he has an ulterior motive. He gets into these 'lets get healthy' modes but then he changes his mind and gets all crazy I don't really know what to expect from him anymore. Maybe he just wants to change to get better? Or maybe he just wants to look better so he can go find someone else? I don't know the answer but the good news is regardless of how this all turns out in the long run I get to be happy. A skinny lady is a happy lady! ;]

I really really really enjoyed working out with Matty today though. {Yes that was three really's, I am that excited} Apparently I annoyed him pretty badly by talking while we were jogging because he was out of breath but honestly it felt great to just go do something positive and active for a change. Besides it was his first run and it was a 14 minute mile. I walk a 14 minute mile now so it was not strenuous for me, although he did a short sprint and I had a hell of a time keeping up with him so when he gets more stamina I am going to have to run alone sad to say. No matter what I am going to keep encouraging him and going with him as often as he will let me so we can grow closer and get sexy together. :]

Sounds like a plan yeah?

Anyhow I need to run at least 4 miles today just to work off the candy I ate, god I hate myself already, so I should really be heading out to the gym soon despite the fact that I would rather just stay home and sleep for like a year. Matty actually bought me pepper-spray today too so I can be safer while I am running at night! Did I mention that I am ridiculously happy?

Think skinny thoughts!

Miss Sinister

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