I have no clue how this happened but I am so excited it did. I am finally getting back on track and I needed to so badly. I honestly am not really hungry even though I can occasionally hear my stomach growling. More like applauding! ;]
Matt has been keeping up with his working out too so maybe he will stick with it long term. While I am excited that our sex life and other general happiness will improve. I can't help but wonder if he has an ulterior motive. I mean what if he is losing weight so he can leave me? How do I know if he really wants to be with me and change for us or if he is doing it to find someone else?
Why am I so fucking insecure?
I miss feeling confident and I honestly can't wait to get back to that. I am so close to being back where I quit before so my minor goal is to get back to 130. After that then I am moving down to 115 pounds. I am so fucking excited. :]
Stay thin my loves,
Miss Sinister
This is about me and my life. It is my journey through time and space and about personal discovery. This will be triggering and hard to read, you have been warned.
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