Seriously do not get married.

His bullshit is grating and he doesn't seem to care about my happiness. Sex is disappointing, the lack of romance is disappointing, his lack of commitment is disappointing, his lack of spontaneity is disappointing. He is just an overall disappointment. He made a commitment to me to do date night once a week to try to fix our marriage, and he won't even keep that up instead he lies all the time and fucks me over so he can get what he wants.

Please don't get married. If you do you will end up hating your husband. Trust me I fucking hate mine.

He is a fucking fat ugly failure when it comes to making anyone but himself happy. He only cares about his orgasm. He only cares about stuffing his fat face because he is always hungry. Then he offers me food. What the fuck does he think? That I want to be fat like him for the rest of my life?

Even though he is trying to make himself better it is just becoming one more reason for me to hate him. He only cares for himself. I need a man to care about me. I have friends that I barely see that have planned better evenings for me than him. He can't even think of shit to do he is so fucking lazy. 

A full of shit, lazy, lousy in bed, bastard. God why did I marry him? What was wrong with me? I settled for him because he did, at one time, make me happy but now he is just lazy and beyond tired from walking. Yes that's right I said walking! (And he wonders why sex sucks. Go ahead and blame my looks when we both know who the fucking problem is.)

Go jack off to your skinny whores and remember that you fucked up with the only woman who ever actually loved you. 

I'm worth more than your bullshit. I deserve better. And trust me I can get a lot better than this shit. You made changes for the better and then went back on them. Who would stay with someone like that? Why would I?

What is the point of being with someone who does not care if you are happy? 

SM