Don't get married. No really I mean it don't.

Husbands love only themselves. They don't call they don't write. They don't give a fuck. 

I don't even think I love mine anymore. I just hate being with him. And I hate how he makes me feel. And I hate how we never have sex. The feeling of love are so few and far between I'm not sure why I married him in the first place.

He always ignores me, when I am home he just sits there when I call he ignores me. When I text he won't write back. I should leave him. I might be able to find happiness if he was no longer in my life. I guess I am still waiting to hopefully get the guy I used to have back. This bitch that replaced him is a horrible monster.

I am fighting back tears again and I am growing numb. I hate him. I don't remember the last time I loved him. I just hate him.