It is just so hard to look in the mirror and never be happy. It starts to drive you mad after a while. I know there is no one on this blog who has a healthy body image so you all can get where I am coming from. Don't you just get those days where it feels pointless? Where you feel huge?
That's where I am right now. I'm bigger than I have been in a really long time and I feel like a whale. I keep looking at my face in my mirror and it seems like everytime I look the worse I get. :(
I am trying to remain positive and not binge eat or restrict to heavily but this is so horrendous. I feel gigantic.
Wish me luck I really need it.
Miss Sinister
It is obviously really hard but I think you are a really strong person. I think when you know you have a distorted body image (or other things as well where how you see it doesn't really match up with how things really are) then hold on to that knowledge, because you know what you see in the mirror can't be the whole truth, however horrible it feels. Stay strong. I really think you can do this, for whatever it's worth. Wish you all the best of luck x x x
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, and I will try to live up to your belief in me!
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