My moms house is infested with bedbugs. Yes that's right you heard it bedbugs. Mother fucking vampiric demons that it just so happens I am allergic to! All of my clothes have to be dried for 15 minutes before they can be worn, because the bugs are living in the walls and the floorboards. Not to mention they hitchhike on your clothes to other peoples homes. That's how the little demons spread!!!
Want to know how I got bed bugs at the house? My booty call/boytoy. He had them at his house and neglected to tell me until they were already here. Now he refuses to take any responsibility for it. I think I need to be done with him now. But the sex is amazing and I really like him. To bad it's going to take three months to make sure my shit is clean and I can't even move until we are 100% sure it is because these bitches will move with you.
I feel like a princess locked in a tower and all the people I was suddenly free to see I'm now locked away from once more. This is the epitome of horrible. I feel like I'm being punished and I don't know what for.
So I'm sleeping on a sofa again and I'm miserable as per my usual. Right when I start to feel like I have a home and I might be okay again, bam drama drama everywhere as far as the eye can see!
My wisdom teeth are being pulled out on Thursday. So tomorrow morning right after my surgery I'm starting a liquid fast. Then on Friday I think I'm going to go out dancing! I miss dancing so much. And drugs I miss drugs too! But I won't be doing any since I'm sober now... And on amoxicillin. I feel like that could seriously fuck up my immune system right now. Although if I got the flu it would help me hit my goal weight! :D
In other sinister news the bed bug exterminater is coming today so hopefully my bed will be safe to sleep in soon. I'm not wanting to get bitten anymore. This has been one nightmare after another and I'm ready for it to be over. All the stress has me doing the insane thing of eating after everyone goes to sleep. I feel like I'm hiding my food intake and it sucks majorly. Did I mention I gained weight again? Yep I'm a fatty.
I did tell my mom off last night and I kinda feel bad about it but I'm a lot happier that she might understand how I feel now. I basically told her that pointing out how much I eat and how often makes me want to not eat at all. I think she understands now. At least I hope so.
But moving on from all the drama I think god is giving me the sign to move back to California. I asked for a sign and god gave me bed bugs. If that isn't a sign I don't know what is!
I miss my friends and family so much and I'm ecstatic about moving home. <3
Much love lovelies!
Miss Sinister
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