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I'm so back and forth on eating. I either eat way to much or not enough. It's a common problem amongst the eating disordered and yet I can't seem to keep it under control. It's too bad really, I do try. Honest to god I do but food is evil to me right now. I have managed to convince myself I'm not even hungry anymore. I turned down food at a restaurant yesterday. While everyone else was eating I was laughing and feeling mighty. I did end up drinking a coffee and eating a candy bar once my sugars got to low though so I still felt like a screw up. Oh joyous of days!

On a totally tmi subject I love prunes. 5 of them is 100 calories and they help you poop regularly. (Be careful how many you eat though or you could end up with the runs!) Seriously though it's amazing, if you don't eat them you are missing out. I actually really like the taste of them and considering they are a natural laxative that doesn't screw up your body I feel good about indulging in them. It's like a magical fruit!

My puppy is looking better today and I'm so glad. I can not explain the blind terror I felt at seeing her pinned under an Akita who was at least 50 pounds heavier than her. I damn near killed that bitch. Not to mention that the fucker turned around and bit me. So I am now sporting a lovely wound that looks great next to the rash I have from touching something I am allergic to, did I mention I went to the ER this week for anaphylactic shock? You have to love breaking out in hives for daring to touch something. The best part is I have no clue what it was! So there is a chance it could happen all over again! Oh joy!

Anyhow much love to you all and I will let you a get back to your lovely lives. 

Stay beautiful! 

<3

Miss Sinister