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I find men to be complicated creatures. I am starting to wonder if I should straight up leave Texas and go back to California. At least there not so many people have seen me naked. Unless they have access to the internet and some modeling websites but who really cares anymore? 

My dog got attacked by another dog and I'm on pins and needles waiting to see of she will pull through. The shitty thing is I got bit too so not only am I worried sick, I can't workout, and I am in a shit ton of pain! Joyous of days.

I need to get the fuck out of here. I'm so tired and I'm starting down a path of self distructive behavior again. It's total bullshit. Why can't I just be happy?