Random thinspo and my own ramblings.

I think the world would be a beautiful place if I were smaller, I just want to be tiny pretty and perfect. I will not be able to cope with anything less and I know that about myself.

Currently I am watching these beautiful ballerinas dance there is a show all about them on Netflix. I find it incredibly triggering and I enjoy watching them dance. Makes me wonder if I had been able to keep dancing where I would
be today. I need to cam today but I really want to be boring and do nothing while I wait for the call from the Human Resources Department that will allow me to get the background check done so I can start working as soon as possible. I really can not wait to go to work so I can be around all the other people eating and not want to eat out of boredom,


I think I am going to post my favorite thinspo quotes from the internet and that way I will always be able to find them again on here. To be fair though I think I have done that more than once, Any how here you go!

You have to believe in yourself. And you have to believe deep within the bottom of your soul, feel you can do the job you have set out to do. 
It doesn't get easier, you just get better at it. 
It doesn't matter how slow you do, as long as you don’t stop or look back. 
Do not give up what you want most for what you want at the moment. 
Hunger hurts but starving works. 
The difference between Want and Need is Self Control. 
I have come too far to take orders from a cookie. 
You only fail of you stop trying.