Only half a pound. If I am being honest it really bothers me that I only lost half a pound but oh well at least I am still getting thinner. I keep telling myself that I can do this and everything will be okay. That progress is still progress no matter how small.
I think this is going well. I am trying to avoid going to Ben's house tonight, it's not that I don't want to see him far from it. I just don't want to be tempted to eat. You know it's bad when you really really really want to see your boyfriend and have copeous amounts of sex but you wont because you are scared of eating.
THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME.
Stay beautiful,
Miss Sinister
This is about me and my life. It is my journey through time and space and about personal discovery. This will be triggering and hard to read, you have been warned.
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