This is about me and my life. It is my journey through time and space and about personal discovery. This will be triggering and hard to read, you have been warned.
I begged god to forgive all my sins and to save my marriage. Now I'm alone and I have a dead beat husband who could care less if I live or die.
I'm drunk and I am so sorry for everything. I'm a shit wife. A shit human being. I don't deserve a fucking thing. I should just end it. Fuck getting him to give a shit I don't matter, who cares what I feel.
Normally I am a bit happier than that but alas that is what drinking does to me. >.< I really need to stop drinking. But thank you regardless for being so kind!
Don't be so down. Tomorrow is another day. Never give up on what you want and on your happiness.
ReplyDeleteNormally I am a bit happier than that but alas that is what drinking does to me. >.< I really need to stop drinking. But thank you regardless for being so kind!
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