I just don't understand, I'm not trying to be underweight, I just want to be tiny again.
My new friend, let's call him Hansell, seems to like going out of his way to make me feel small. He makes tons of comments about how tiny and delicate I am. I feel so feminine around him. It's fucking brilliant! He got in my car the other day to drive me home and since I'm so much shorter than him he had to move the seat back hella far, it was so funny. He said: "Damn you and that tiny body of yours!" I just smiled and smiled. He also likes to grab me by my hipbones and tug me around. (OH MY GOD! Talk about feeling sexy!) This guy makes me feel attractive as hell and I have not even slept with him! It's brilliant!
The downside is that Hansell doesn't understand my ED but I have tried to explain it to him. I believe I mentioned our 100% honesty policy between eachother so in accordance to that I have to tell him everything. He doesn't like to badger me about food unless I bring it up, which turns out is rediculously hard for me not to do! I am just obsessed and everyone knows it. I miss living on my own so much, not having to hide who I am was wonderful.
My mums house has crazy fleas though. I'm getting eaten the dogs are getting eaten it kind of sucks. Hopefully after I bomb the room it will help to kill them all! I hate bugs more than anything. Seriously if I could kill them all without ruining the ecosystem I would!
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In other news I have to go get Chinese food with my friend tomorrow and I have no idea what to do. I don't want to cancel, I miss her like crazy, but I don't want to eat deep fried grossness. *SIGH*
So I'm going to quit typing now so I don't write a bloody novel.
Much love!
Miss Sinister
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