139.8

Still going down! And the evil voice in my brain screams with joy!  I am going to be shooting for 115 pounds, that's not to far from where I currently am and I think It is still a healthy weight for me so that is my goal weight. (It hasn't changed at all but I still find it's good for me to post it.) 

On a TMI note: I am experiancing one of the worst periods ever. Fuck me for trying to get better! I'm on day 4 of bleeding this is rediculous! I miss my old birth control that made my period light and easy to deal with! I miss being malnourished and not getting one at all. I really can not stand this crap at all. I'm beyond not used to it! 

The really shitty thing is I can't get laid until this bitch stops. And I found a guy I really like and that I really want to sleep with... But because of this I can't. 

My life is a cluster fuck of problems. 

I set a doctors appointment for Friday and I'm looking forward to hopefully getting all my prescriptions refilled and hearing about what they recommend on the birth control front. Maybe they will be better than my last doctor? 

Wish me luck!

Miss Sinister