Being married has sucked

And I worry it won't get better. I have tried to make it work and it's overwhelming. Hopefully this time things can make a permanent turn around.

I'm making a list of a the things I want to change and I have asked him to as well.

If things can't make lasting changes then we will be getting a divorce. There is no point in a marriage that leads to unhappiness.

I did not weigh myself today since I binged last night but I will be hitting the gym later tonight. :3