Down to 155!

So fucking stoked.

I keep telling myself that food is the enemy. And thus far it's working. I've lost like 5 pounds in 5 days!!! I hope this stays this way its freaking awesome! :3

I also did my yoga today! :D

I have had some issues with cravings but as long as I drink tons of water I will make it through! I need to find an alternative to monster, I would drink coffee but it has way to many calories, but the monsters are making me feel nauseous.

I guess it will all be okay as long as I keep up the good work.

Think thin, girl! Think thin!

Love,

[The soon to be skinny!!]
Miss Sinister

Actually did my yoga today! :]

I love yoga it helps keep the mind calm and the body strong, I really need to keep up with it.

If I woke up every morning and did my yoga I would automatically burn 59 calories before I even started my day. That is a full 20 minute session.It isn't cardio it is not supposed to burn calories it is supposed to stretch and build muscle.

I am mad that I drank a coffee today 210 calories I didn't need! hopefully this all works out.

I will be perfect if I try hard enough. Nothing good came for the people who wouldn't try.

Much love!

Miss Sinister

I lost a pound!

I am officially at 158 pounds! I had a low calorie breakfast and thanks to my clumsiness I managed to spill some of it on my legs. I couldn't eat it all to begin with but thanks to what I spilt I figure I ate like 2/3rd of it.

I didn't even want to eat which is awesome.

I can't wait until I am skinny again!

I'm going to post some quotes I found that helped me.

"You are not a dog, don't reward yourself with food!"

"No food tastes as good as skinny feels."

"Stay strong, think thin, be beautiful."

Much love,
Miss. Sinister

Me and Food

I can't look at food without wanting to throw up. I need to lose weight so it's not a bad thing but now I can't want to eat.

I tried to talk to Matthew about it all and he just tried to force me to eat. He still is so now I'm hiding it all from him.

Is it anorexia if I'm fat and don't eat?
Or is it only a sickness if you are to skinny to survive?

I want to be skinny and beautiful. Why can't I just be beautiful?