Rehab

So I am feeling like I'm useless and fat and ugly and that why would anyone want me.

Then I want to go eat to feel better.

But then I get fatter.

WTF is wrong with me.

I fucking can't do anything right
I don't know what is wrong with me.

I want to cry.

Please god help me live my life like I'm not a terrible person. I want to be all those good things they said I was.

I need rehab from life.

I'm going to go do drugs. then when I feel better I am going to clean my whole house and be happy that shit is getting done. :] I may be ugly but I have some will power I can be beautiful it just takes time.

I will be better.
I just need to do it.
Self control is key.