I guess I'm a nobody.

If there are more of you than there are of me that makes you the majority. I feel alone. Like I'm not even supposed to be here anymore. Like I'm not even alive anymore.

If you want to say that we are perfect for each other then mean it. I haven't always been very confident about who I am and what I want so I've just been pretending to be somebody else for a while. I have tried to make you happy but then you turn around and you say that you treat me like a goddess and that I don't do anything for you.

I thought we were in this together. I guess I was wrong.

So I don't treat you right and I don't take care of you, or bring you lunch, or call you 24/7. Maybe I'm just not good enough for you. Get over it. If you don't want me then okay goodbye. I don't mind being alone in fact I do that quite often. I am always fucking alone. I'm okay with that. I'm just going to fuck and get drunk and forget you.

-Mayhem