800 calories or less. That's the goal. Yesterday it was 624 today I'm hoping for 400. I want too keep changing it up so my body can't get used to it.
I wont be seeing Ben for a few weeks. I'm in a weird place because I want to see him but at the same time I really don't. I don't really binge when he isn't around. Today I'm at around 800 calories. I think I'm going to take a laxative tonight still despite hitting my goal.
I'm back up to 158.5. And while I'm upset by it I really just want to focus on losing the weight again. The point of it all is to feel beautiful right?
Stay beautiful out there.
Miss Sinister
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