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Feeling down since my marriage seems to be in the shitter.

Why do I keep getting the short end of the stick you ask? Because I'm fat, my husband no longer loves me because I'm a horrendous fat ugly whale. 

It's true nothing tastes as good as skinny feels. He promised to love me always and take care of my needs but we don't have sex at all anymore. He just looks up pictures of skinny models in bondage gear and jacks off.

That's not okay with me. That's not okay at all.

He broke another promise and this time I'm done for good. You can't fix it if it's broken. I'm just going to get skinny again until I can find someone new who wil actually love me.