I weigh 140 pounds. And I have been having a shit time getting it back off. I might fucking kill something. I don't know what to do. This shit is on my last nerve, I want to sleep but I can't. I want to breath but I can't. And now I sit at home trying not to get high. Trying to convince myself that I can do this in a healthy positive way. Wanting to starve myself to be pretty.
There are a few words that I heard that currently are helping me get by:
"There is no food that tastes as good as skinny feels."
I want to punch myself in the face. I am literally fighting a war with a mirror and scale. I fight this war every single morning.
Help.
