Just got back from the gym I'm now so fucking tired I could cry. And I'm hungry. But I can't eat. I wish I was still taking the cactus pills but I have at least one more week off off em or I will be in big trouble. I have been tryingto get in contact with a doctor that might help me with my brain problems. I have been having a very hard time concentrating on anything and honestly I do t know what's wrong with me these days. I mean even as a kid I had issues staying focused and I am beginning to wonder if I actually have ADD. I figure a doctor would be able to help me out with that. I have read up on the symptoms of add and I do have alot of them I can't sit still for very long and I always interrupt people and I can't ever focus on what I'm doing. I feel like I'm going to lose my job if I can't pin down something that could help. Vivance or adarol seem like the two medications that work the best but I don't know if it would actually work because I have never tried them before. Wish me luck at the doctors. Hopefully I can get an appointment with him and he can help me figure it all out.
SM
Ps. I am down to 148. Go me!
This is about me and my life. It is my journey through time and space and about personal discovery. This will be triggering and hard to read, you have been warned.
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