So as a few of you know I'm attempting recovery again. This time I'm armed with a healthy relationship and a meal plan of fruits and veggies. I'm hopeful but it's still really hard some days. I ate a doughnut this morning and I'm both beating myself for it and telling myself it's okay. It's a strange feeling.
Thanksgiving is coming up and I'm in a weird place even without my ED. I'm not missing my ex at all but I am missing my old apartment and feeling secure with money. I miss the feeling of having a family.
