Sunday, October 6, 2013

Lacking a feeling of calm

I find that I eat when I'm bored. And I have trouble not eating. 

Today I are cheesecake and Cheetos for breakfast. And I'm trying to skip all my other meals today.  Hopefully I can make it through.

I really need to just eat smarter.

Married life

My husband called me thunder thighs.

The wedding sucked. The honeymoon sucked. Being married has sucked.

I'm not going to play the diet game. I'm going to eat a lot less until I feel pretty again.

And I am going to stay healthy and hit the gym. Fuck everything else.