I am so tired of people in my life decideding that they don't want anything to do with me anymore. So I am going to stop eating so much and go to the gym twice as often until I feel better.
I don't understand how boys say they want to love you forever but then they leave and they want nothing to do with the former object of their affection.
I feel like a fuck toy.
Fuck this place.
-SM
Post Script: Down to 146. :] keep it going yeah?