Monday, October 18, 2010

My drug of choice, just happens to be pain.




So I did something I knew I should not have done. And I liked it. That sort of makes me a bad person right?

Two years ago today, a very important person left my life. I never thought I would see the day when time ran out. But it seems like that time is now. Goodbye to you Blue-Jay, I miss you. Today is a day of mourning and I like you feel dead.

I'm between numb and crying, between living and dieing. Who am I without you? Who am I without me? When you died I cried for ages. Now I am dead. I am alone. I miss you.