A Little Bit Of Nothing

The F a m i l y
Families are hard to have
Like love they are hard to hold.
When they come they give you nothing
When they leave you are left with gold.

The F r i e n d s
Friends are like
Buried treasure,
Hard to find
But full of pleasure.

The L o v e r s
Hurt me.
Rape me.
Make me bleed.
Just say you’ll love me that’s all I need.

The E n e m i e s
If I see you
On the street,
My knife you’ll find
Without its sheath.

Nightmare's Monster

Oh I’m your little nightmare,
Your monster, your disease.
I know you’ll never catch me,
But I’m begging you please.

This world is my playground,
A fact which you forget.
You think I’ve hit rock bottom,
But you aint seen nothing yet.

There is blood in my water
There’s ice in my veins
I died the day you broke me
These are just my growing pains

See I’m looking to do damage,
I want to settle score.
Put that knife wherever you want
That’s what my back is for.

Yes I’m your worst nightmare.
Your monster, your disease.
Just when you think you know me
I’m down on my knees

The Concept of Love

Understand
There is no love
And by writing this
I only mean to say
That love is nothing

Love is a concept
A thing we look for
And cannot see
It is not tangible
But we strive to seek it

We look all our lives
And discover nothing
Love is all around us
Or so they say
But do you see it?

Or do you see people
Trying to find that
Which they cannot hold?
Which they cannot see?
Which they cannot feel?

Understand
There is no love
And by writing this
I only mean to say
That love is nothing

Conversations Inside My Head

This place is a barren waste land, all of the people who claimed to have loved me left me for dead. Most of my family is dead to me, and I can count the people I care about on one hand. I've got enough problems to fill a library, maybe it's time to try new land and leave my problems here.

Damn, you must have some really bitter memories.

You have no idea.

Oh, and running away from it is so much better. Then you’ll be lonely again, Maxwell, and we all know how much you like being lonely.

Shut up! I love being on my own! I don't need anyone but me!

Smooth, Maxwell; real smooth.

You don't understand I have nothing left here, every time I turn around there are more people waiting to stab me in the back! I've got so much history here! I can't handle all of these people staring at me, watching and waiting for me to fuck up!

Paranoid, aren’t we?

I'm not paranoid! I'm just cautious! I know how people get hurt and I'm tired of being the one who gets all the beatings! I haven't got any real friends, all of the people who I think might care about me I'm scared will pick up and leave as soon as they get the chance!

Perhaps you are looking at this in the wrong way. Perhaps they just have issues being friendly.

Friendly issues my ass; they just have Maxwell issues, plain and simple as fucking day.

Shows how many real friends you have, huh?

Yeah, your a real help here with this wanting to die issue.

I'll get back to you on that.